When we hit our lowest point, we are open to the greatest change -Aang

This is like....really messy.
 
A - AVAILABLE: yeah.
B - BIRTHDAY: May 9th
C - CRUSHING ON: myself, Logan Lerman, Joseph Gordon Levitt, Jeremy Shada, multiple fictional characters.......
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: water
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: idk.....my friends
F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: anything Jason Mraz, Panic! At the Disco
H - HOMETOWN: LA
I - IN LOVE WITH: him. food. books. internet. disney. adventure time.
J - JUGGLE: sorta
K - KILLED SOMEONE: no............but maybe someday
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 18 hours
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: chocolate
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3
O - ONE WISH: I can't decide
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: mom
R - REASON TO SMILE: more food. disney.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 8:00
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: pink
V - VEGETABLE(S): corn
W - WORST HABIT: crying while laughing. and i laugh all the time.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY: teeth
Y - YOYOS ARE cool
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: taurus
 
RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU
Your favorite number: 3
What color do you wear most: Black, gray
Least favorite color: bright Orange or a yellow green cause it looks like dying grass
Favorite color: black, sapphire blue, emerald green, forest green
What are you listening to: Monsters Inc in the background
Are you happy with your life right now: Eh. i guess.
What is your favorite class in school:
Who is your best friend: Sara, Shelby, Annaliese, Gabby, Meghan
Are you outgoing: yeah. a bit too much in fact.
Favorite pair of shoes: converse
Can you dance: does awkward dancing count?
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: yes
Can you whistle: yes
Cross your eyes: yes
Walk with your toes curled: yes
Do you believe there is life on other planets: yup :)
Do you believe in miracles: maybe
Do you believe in magic: maybe
Love at first sight: perhaps...with (500) days of summer yes
Do you know how to swim: not well
Do you like roller coasters: ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows: lol wut
Have you ever been on a plane: yes
Have you ever asked someone out: too awkward.
Have you ever been to the ocean: yes
Have you ever painted your nails: lol yes
What is the temperature outside: like 56F
What radio station do you listen to: pandora.
What was the last restaurant you ate at: bamboo song
What was the last thing you bought : food
What was the last thing on TV you watched: Monsters Inc
Who was the last person you IM'd: Hasup and Miguel
Who was the last person you took a picture of: myself
 
CRYING SECTION
Ever really cried your heart out: Once or twice.
Ever cried yourself to sleep: Many times.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: I don't think so.
Ever cried over the opposite sex: yeah :(
Do you cry when you get an injury: Not usually, I tend to hide it well.
Certain songs that make you cry: yes.
Are you a happy person?: generally yes
 
LOOK AT ME
What is your current hair color: black.
Eye color: Brown
 
CURRENTLY WEARING
What shirt are you wearing: green plaid shirt and black tank top
Pants: yoga pants
Shoes: none.
Necklaces: no
Rings: no
Bracelets: No.
 
IN A BOY/GIRL
Favorite eye color: brown
Short or long hair: well mediumish
Height: taller than me by like.......3 inches or more
 
HAVE YOU EVER:
Been to jail: No.
Mooned someone: Nope.
Thought about suicide: No
Laughed so hard you cried: Every single time I laugh
Cried in school: yes
Thrown up in a store: Not that I recall.
Seen a dead body: Yes.
Been on drugs: nah
Gone skinny dipping: no
THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's.
Single or Group Dates: both
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE
Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries.
Meat or Veggies: meat
TV or Movie: Both
Guitar or Drums: guitar
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese
 
OTHER.
FIRST LOVE: blank..
GUN OR KNIFE: Idk
LOVE OR FRIENDSHIP: both lol, but I guess friendship.

SPRING BREAK IS SOON. I can't wait to just spend a week doing nothing because I don't have a life. Fun. I'll be having the time of my life reading and watching movies by myself. YES.

Well.............I'm bored.
 

 
I LOVE THE MORTAL INSTRUMENTS SERIES
I cannot even explain how hard I was fangirling for the past week...I kept talking about it and my friends were like,"WTF" because I kept ranting on about Jace and Clary and how they're meant to be but they can't and then I found out that they could and ASDFGHJKL.
 
I did it again....

I hate logarithms. They can go die in six foot hole that I personally dig myself.
 
This quiz just proves that I'm practically a boy in a girl's body...
1. Your boy side

[X] You love hoodies.
[X] You love jeans.
[X] Dogs are better than cats.
[X] It’s hilarious when people get hurt
[depends] Shopping is torture
[X but I watch them] Sad movies suck
[X] You own a car racing game
[ ] You played with hot wheels cars as a kid.
[X] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[X] You owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with power rangers.
[X] You have watched sports on tv.
[X most of the time] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[depends] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[X] Sports are fun.
[X] You talk with food in your mouth.
[X] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[X] You have fished at least once.

2. Your girl side

[ ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] You go to your mom to talk.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[X] You like going to the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[X] You cried watching "The Notebook"
[ ] Dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don’t like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics.
[X] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[X] You smile a lot more than you should.
[X] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[depends] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[x] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[X] You like putting make-up on others.
[ ] You like being the star of everything.

3. Appearance

[X] I am shorter than 5′5″
[X] I have many scars.
[X] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[depends] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[X] I’ve had/have braces.
[i don't remember] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

4. Experiences

[X] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[X] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[X] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[X] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[X] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[X] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[X] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[] I’ve been skiing.
[X] I’ve been in a musical.
[X] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the northern lights.
[] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[X] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[X] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[] I’ve seen the rocky horror picture show.
[X] I’ve eaten sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

5. Relationships

[X] I’m single.
[] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

6. Honesty/Crime

[X] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[X] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[ ] I’ve snuck out
[] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I’ve ran a red light.
[] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

7. Death and suicide

[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I’ve seen someone/something dying.
[X] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

8. Random

[ ] I can sing well
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[] I don’t kill bugs.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for a cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[X] I care about grammar.
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 cd’s in a day.
[X] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like martha stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes cause they’re funny
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class.
[X] I can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room.
[ ] I am ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[X] I’m good at remembering faces.
[X] I’m good at remembering names.
[X] I’m good at remembering dates.
[ ] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All my answers were totally honest.

Hahaha just kidding! I don't even believe in those apocolyptic predictions....like seriously, the world is gonna end when it wants to! Don't try to predict it!

Anyways....I am seriously intent on making my room into an astronomical/library theme. Like I want to have random books everywhere and I want an astronomical theme. Like constellations, galaxies, supernovas, nebulas, stars etc.

I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER IF YOU KNOW WHERE THIS SONG IS FROM

Home is behind
The world ahead.
And there are many paths to tread.
Through shadow,
To the edge of night
Until the stars are all alight

Mist and shadow
Cloud and shade
All shall fade
All shall...fade.

HOORAY! 111 question survey
 

1) Are you really ready for 111 questions? yes!
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? nope because I've never been in a relationship because I'm a lonely potato
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to? idk someone in my family maybe
5) Do you regret it? haha no
6) Have you ever been depressed? no
7) Are you a boy or girl? Girl
9) What is your relationship status? Single and ready to mingle ;)
10) How do you want to die? idk....happy
11) What did you last eat? pretzels
12) Played any sports? yes
13) Do you bite your nails? nope
14) When was your last physical fight? idk...yesterday hahahaha jk!
15) Do you have an attitude? hahaha yes
16) Do you like someone? idk
19) Are you gonna get high later? WHAATTT?
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment? uhh well let's just say I greatly dislike people with a burning passion in my heart
21) Do you miss someone? yeah
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? twirl
23) Do you tan a lot? yes cerritos!
24) Have any pets? nope
25) How exactly are you feeling? bored
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? yeah
27) Ever made out in the bathroom? heck no
28) Would you take any of your exes back? don't have any
29) Are you scared of spiders? yes...if they're in my house....if they're outside then I'm perfectly fine
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? yes
31) Do you regret anything from your past? maybe...idk
32) What are your plans for this weekend? be bored.....work on homeowrk
33) Do you want to have kids? Yes. WHEN I'M MARRIED
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? nope...haven't had a first kiss yet
35) Do you type fast? yeah...but I type even faster when I'm upset
36) Do you have piercings? my ears
37) Want any more? maybe 2nd...I've gotta think about it
39) Do you miss anyone from your past? yeah
40) What are you craving right now? FOOODD
41) Ever been to a bonfire party? no
43) Have you ever been on a horse? yes
.44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? what is up with all of these kissing questions?
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart? haha i guess
46) Have you ever been cheated on? no
.47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? no
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? no
50) What should you be doing? sleeping
.51) What’s irritating you right now? idk...some people
.52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?....I think so?
53) Does somebody love you? Yes!!!! my family :3
54) What is your favorite colour? It has to be blue......any shade of it
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? yuppers
57) Do you have trust issues? no
60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yes
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? no ex`!
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? my tv....I was watching a sad movie
64) Do you give out second chances too easily? hahaha no...they should learn their lesson if they messed up the first time
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? forgive
66) Is this year the best year of your life? I cannot remember all 14 years of my life
67) What was your child hood nickname? none really.....elo I guess
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? what the heck?! NO
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? sure...why not
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? watched tv
73) What is bothering you? not much...
.74) Have you ever been out of your province? yes
75) Do you play the Wii? occasionally
76) Are you listening to music right now? yes :3 DISNEY MOVIE SONGS FTW
77) Do you like Chinese food? yes
79) Are you afraid of the dark? not really
80) Is cheating ever okay? No!
81) Are you mean? hahaha kinda
82) Can you keep white shoes clean? for like 5 min
84) Do you believe in true love? yeah
88) Do you like the outside? YES!
89) Are you currently bored? yup I said it like 3 times already
90) Do you wanna get married? yes
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? depends
92) Are you hungry? not really
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? NO
94) What makes you happy? life, outdoors, friends, being with friends, being happy, just being Eloise
95) Would you change your name? When I get married
.96) Ever been to Alaska? YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!! It is so beautiful and amazing and I really want to live there for a few years :3
98) Do you watch the news? when my parents do
99) What’ s your zodiac sign? taurus
100) Do you like Subway? no
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? well I haven't kissed anyone....
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? uh idk......
103) Do you talk like your friends? i dont know
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? haha yeah...
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? hahah YES(:
107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? my brother
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? yes!!!!
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? can't remember
110) Favourite lyrics right now?
DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE!!!!!!
 
If you feel discouraged
That there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seams
For absorbing everything
The spectrum's a to z

111) Can you count to one million? I probably can but I don't feel like it

DONE

Anyone else love Death Cab for Cutie???
 
And when i see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around

If you feel discouraged
That there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seams
For absorbing everything
The spectrum's a to z

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years
all the girls in every girlie magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone

To call at 7:03 on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home
But i know it's too late
I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years

BTW I have no idea what to be for Halloween! I have ideas but I really need to start making my costume now and I need to choose an idea!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

It's been so hot in California........I AM DYING!!!!!! Why can't I live in Alaska??? It's so nice and cold up there!
 

I have been anxiously awaiting the arrival of the Mark Of Athena.....3 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

 
You’ve got the best of both worlds
You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man And lift him back up again
 

You are strong but you’re needy,
humble but you’re greedy
Based on your body language and shorty cursive I’ve been reading
 
You’re style is quite selective
but your mind is rather reckless
Well, I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is
 

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like picking up trash in dresses
 

Well, it kind of hurts
when the kind of words you write
And kind of turn themselves into knives
And don’t mind my nerve you can call it fiction
'Cause I like being submerged
in your contradictions, dear
'Cause here we are, here we are
 

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they’re quick and probably
Have to do with your insecurities
 
There’s no shame in being crazy
depending on how you take these
Words they're paraphrasing
this relationship we’re staging
 

And it’s a beautiful mess, yes, it is
It’s like we're picking up trash in dresses
 

Well, it kind of hurts
when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And kind and courteous
is a life I’ve heard
But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt
 
'Cause here, here we are, here we are
 
Here we are, here we are
Here we are, here we are
Here we are, here we are
Here we are, we're still here
 

And what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like taking a guess when the only answer is yes
 

And through timeless words
and priceless pictures
We’ll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
 
But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it's nice today, oh, the wait was so worth it

Bright lights, big city
Was quite extraordinary.
The drive was pretty.
I was in perfect company.
The love of a lifetime,
Since we were elementary friends;
The one with the bright eyes...

Why can't I be optimistic?
I tried to find the logic logically.
I had a dream and I could not shake it.
I was standing up there naked.

There's fear in the truth at hand, frozen I forgot to understand
The live keep living; growing older more into a man...
And I let her grow away from me.

Love... love is not pretending.
Time... time was meant for mending
Memories into all is satisfactory,
Healthy smiles fill the page the day we spent in miles.
And I let her drive away from me.

The one with the bright eyes
Laughed her way inside this music box;
Stored away in the corner of my heart. And I let her get away from me.
But I'll never take that day away from me.